wanted to tell you about an incident that happend to me this year or at the end of last year, which blew my mind away.
here is the thing, i believe in the whole loa thing ( law of attraction)
i do believe to an extent that what you think about and feel you will get in reality. but i wasnt all togather sold on changing physical appearance thing.
but i gave it a try.
what i did was very simple but powerful.
i started adding honey to my eyes again for a little while, But i did something differently.
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Feb 12 2013
after adding the honey, i waited till my eyes dried, i sat and imagined my mom, and my very skeptical brother, they would mention my eyes and ask if i am wearing lenses. the thing is my mom never notices any thing about me lol, not the good things any way :P. and my brother hates complementing me in anyway, and is the last person who would pinpoint my good side as well.
so the month passes, and i did the honey thing, on most days.
and i remember it was somewhat cloudy afternoon, and i was sitting in the loving room and using my labtop, i was talking to my brother, and he teasingly mentioned " you and your colored lenses" at that time i havent worn any lenses for 6 months or so. at first i didnt understand
and i gave him a confused look. then his face had a confused look at first....then his faced changed to a a surprised look and he asked " your wearing lenses right now, i can see it" and i said " no im not" and he said " yes you are right now, your telling me your not wearing any lenses?"
and i said honstely no im not wearing any lenses this is my eye color. and he got closer to me and was genuinly puzzled and he said " what have you been doing have you been doing those 'change eye color' hypnosis?" he once was (snooping) using my laptob and found the change your eye color hypnosis. i havent used that for years!
i was so shocked by that incident, i really wouldnt have believed this could have happend a few years back, it was soooo out of my reach that my eyes could look grey. my brother thought i had grey eyes, and now my eye color looks grey when i have slept well, what i am wearing, and the makeup i have on. i used to look at one of my friends, and she used to have olive green eyes at time, and she used to say " oh yeah my eyes change with what i wear they get lighter" and i used to feel in awe of that fact, i really couldnt believe that i could be the same, that my eye color can change with what i wear and the weather and such things. i thought only other girls this can happen to, so when this happend to me i was so happy.
and two more incidents happend as well.
one time i was sitting with mom, and she said to me " wow your contact lenses look great" and i smiled and said " mom i am not wearing any lenses" her jaw dropped and she smiled and started praising god lol, saying wow. and she loved that she had a daughter with "greyish" eyes. and what shocked me most after that was this
she said my dads eye color sometimes changes to grey! she said " when your dad is well rested and is relaxed, his eyes turn into a greyish color, and i literally get shocked telling him i wouldnt believe it if i didnt see it with my own two eyes that your eyes are grey"
see i never thought in a million years my dads eye color changes as well. when you start seeing your self a certain way, then more things around you give you support for why you have it. like you might have an aunt that has the same eye color all of the sudden that yo never heard of.
the last incident which happpend was also cool but it wasnt a cheery experience. my dad was argueing with me about a situation that happend and said to me about how inappropriate it is for me to wear colored contact lenses. even though it was a heated arguement, i couldnt help but be flattered and even though i was angry i said to him " dad i wasnt wearing colored lenses" and he looked at me accusingly and said " i SAW YOU, i saw with my own two eyes, your eye color was different, i was THERE! and you were wearing lenses" and the thing is he was so stern about it he would not change his mind lol even though i dont necessarily like that experience, yet it still shows that my eye color had changed to an extent.
here is what i want to do though, i want to get to a point where my eye color is ALWAYS grey, not just in certain situations, i think maybe its my believe, that i made an excuse in my head for the 'reasons' why my eyes turned grey, that it has nothing to do with the actual eye color. but why would it happen now? why it didnt happen all these years?
i think i have to get into the feeling that i dont need any prepping or certain things and 'situation'
to get my eyes to be grey
i think i need to visualize my eyes looking this way when i wake up, when i dont have makeup on, and also see it upclose in a mirror.